Sometimes, you come to a realization that you don't have the motivation to be the best you can. You drift through life hoping that things will work out.
You're almost 40 and you haven't reached your life's goal. You're too afraid to do what you want because you have to sacrifice a lot to do it. There are people counting on you to stay exactly where you are.
How many times will you sacrifice the creature this becomes attached to before sacrificing anything else? My guess is over 90%, but I may be wrong.